Friday, March 20, 2009

Hatin on Foos.

-- Everytime I end up typing up shit like this that nobody cares about, I realize I do this because I have no one to release these thoughts to. In my reality, everyone is lonely, we're all in our own little world, no one to fuckin trust, no to cry with. It seems all you have is just that one person, for me its my Mom. Its sad when it comes down to one, even though one is just enough. You think you know who your friends are, and they act like your brother/sister, but in the in the end your on your own, dont rely on anyone's love, cause everyone is greedy as shit. What happened to this fuckin world right?! I hate to be the one contradicting things and sounding like the asshole I can be, but lets face it, the world is not getting any better, the shit that surrounds us is all ridiculous and just full of shit. The majority of the people I know or just see on the streets are just full of themselves, fake ass motherfuckers that waste their lives doing nothing but trying to be someone, which is either a dick or a trick ass ho. Instead of gaining knowledge and trying to be their true selfs, everyone puts up a fake ass face of who they think they are. People I know who were innocent, regular kids growing up with fortunes, love and almost everything, now try to act like fuckin hard ass bitches and shit, or a tricked out fuckin hoochie lookin for a dick and few dollars here and there, and if they are lucky maybe throw in a Gucci bag and some attention. I dont understand whats going on these days, could it be the media, people dont know what to do with themselves so they try and follow other acts? To me everyone is a fuckin hype. People who call others hypes are just hype asses themselves. Wearin the same shit that others wear, takin the same shit, everyone just follows other people's wastes. People get more and more weak as time goes by, the more weak they get they become scared of reality and just want to live in that damn dream world. But where is the love. Dont try to follow someone else's shadow, when all that shows is you being a monkey version of them. Dont be a bitch. Each day I wonder to myself what happened to the people that gave me their love and trust. People I would take pain for just dumped me in the fuckin garbage. So think back for a second and think about the people who you use to roll with, sharing thoughts and feelings to each other. You see yourself as the same person, but in the end they are the ones that cannot decide what to do themselves and their friendship with you. But it aint fuckin hard, just keep that friendship strong by doing what you use to do, be what you use to be, show the same damn love that got my attention from the beginning. I dont see what is so hard about being a good person/friend right?! Most people can change when it comes to gettin that dick/pussy first. They'll dump your ass to the curb when it comes to some THING, but when that THING is not present at the moment, they'll drive right back to your ass a back up plan. And what should you do at times like that, you say fuck it and roll out, cause you dont need people like that, one who takes advantage of your love and trust. Fake ass motherfuckers dont know what love and trust means anyways, they dont understand what keepin it real means, greedy ass little bitches only think about themselves and that other THING that got them to be the fake ass back stabbin dick/bitch/prick they've become. Some rat motherfuckers dont understand how much shit like that can hurt a person. KEEP IT REAL. The only front you need to put is yourself, be who you are, not what looks appealing to others, because if people are attracted to the same shit that everyone is and does are not real, they just want that dream shit. People just want stay in that fuckin man made box full of dick heads and pussy ass haters who are scared of showing their fuckin true colors and the real shit they are made of. Fuck everybody. I stick out my middle finger out the window, in the car with the real people I love and roll with. People who show me love, I give back with mine.

3 comments:

Alex Chung said...

People have become so materialistic in this world. They follow trends that they seem to be the coolest, one that they believe that can draw people's attention or even just a mere glance by some random individual. In reality, when trying to get people's attention, they've become a small subject, part of a large group who are all trying to get attention as well. They've taken what others do, what others enjoy, and with their own best efforts, turned it to what they do and for their own subjective enjoyment.

This was a good read--whenever your life's down, it helps typing/writing something, voicing your thoughts and opinions. Although it may seem that people don't read this stuff, a lot of people do but just don't want to show it.

Kenny said...

yeah man, a lot of this shit is inevitable and u just gotta take it. Find something out there that will make u happy and the shit that once bothered you will disapear.

Tiina Ringo said...

Never compromise yourself right james?? especially for anyone else!

I hate the superficiality of it all.
Thanks for being James and being real! :]